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The Ministry of Pain [图书] 谷歌图书
作者: Dubravka Ugresic Harper Collins 2009 - 11
Having fled the violent breakup of Yugoslavia, Tanja Lucic is now a professor of literature at the University of Amsterdam, where she teaches a class filled with other young Yugoslav exiles, most of whom earn meager wages assembling leather and rubber S&M clothing at a sweatshop they call the "Ministry." Abandoning literature, Tanja encourages her students to indulge their "Yugonostalgia" in essays about their personal experiences during their homeland's cultural and physical disintegration. But Tanja's act of academic rebellion incites the rage of one renegade member of her class—and pulls her dangerously close to another—which, in turn, exacerbates the tensions of a life in exile that has now begun to spiral seriously out of control.

finished reading The Ministry of Pain 🌕🌕🌕🌕🌕
读英文版的感觉和中文有所不同,更能感受到一种剧烈的创伤所带来的解离——因为太痛,所以不得不抽离出一部分灵魂悬浮半空之中,观察自我与书写自我。也明白了为什么最后“我”会和Igor共同生活,因为Igor了解她竭力却无法逃离的一切故土的诅咒,了解她身上洗刷不净的巴普洛夫的狗味。

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