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傷害會改寫大腦結構,創傷會通過基因留傳。C-PTSD也許終其一生過著需要被愛卻難以填補內心空洞的生活。看到Soo也同樣被確診了内異症,而其很可能是由於壓力、創傷所引發的,心中不免自嘲苦笑。聖誕節求婚的那一章,看到淚雨滂沱。見到正常的家庭相處,見到溫暖的家人互動,有人堅定地選擇妳,是多麼幸福的一件事情。
Book
What My Bones Know
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Stephanie Foo
publishing house:
Ballantine Books
2022
- 2
other title:
What My Bones Know A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma
By age thirty, Stephanie Foo was successful on paper: She had her dream job as an award-winning radio producer at This American Life and a loving boyfriend. But behind her office door, she was having panic attacks and sobbing at her desk every morning. After years of questioning what was wrong with herself, she was diagnosed with complex PTSD—a condition that occurs when trauma happens continuously, over the course of years.
Both of Foo’s parents abandoned her when she was a teenager, after years of physical and verbal abuse and neglect. She thought she’d moved on, but her new diagnosis illuminated the way her past continued to threaten her health, relationships, and career. She found limited resources to help her, so Foo set out to heal herself, and to map her experiences onto the scarce literature about C-PTSD.
In this deeply personal and thoroughly researched account, Foo interviews scientists and psychologists and tries a variety of innovative therapies. She returns to her hometown of San Jose, California, to investigate the effects of immigrant trauma on the community, and she uncovers family secrets in the country of her birth, Malaysia, to learn how trauma can be inherited through generations. Ultimately, she discovers that you don’t move on from trauma—but you can learn to move with it.
Powerful, enlightening, and hopeful, What My Bones Know is a brave narrative that reckons with the hold of the past over the present, the mind over the body—and examines one woman’s ability to reclaim agency from her trauma.