读过《The City and the Pillar》 🌕🌕🌕🌑🌑
Mixed feelings. 喜欢Introduction胜过正文(前言非常风趣,可能我只是无差别讨厌所有冷硬风格),很难说更喜欢哪个结局,换句话说有一个不太讨厌的吧。也许修改后的Jim更符合通篇Jim的气质:疏离而漠不关心、自我厌恶,永远带着厌倦之情旁观、记录着1940s的lgbtq community;而他最后做出的对Bob的“背叛”与伤害,也在意料之中。站在当下重读这本书,意识到其实很多关系陷入泥潭的原因是人们总想给予清晰的、有边界的定义,而现在再读反而可以从非二元和非heteronormativity的角度看待故事里的很多关系(可能这也是我对这本书没有强烈好恶的原因之一)。Gore Vidal非常擅长捕捉这些在当时不予定义的复杂感情。很有年代感的一本,如果喜欢morally complex主角以及简洁干练的文风和漫游式的记录,或许会喜欢(enjoy)。
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The City and the Pillar
Douban GoodreadsA literary cause célèbre when first published more than fifty years ago, Gore Vidal’s now-classic The City and the Pillar stands as a landmark novel of the gay experience.
Jim, a handsome, all-American athlete, has always been shy around girls. But when he and his best friend, Bob, partake in “awful kid stuff,” the experience forms Jim’s ideal of spiritual completion. Defying his parents’ expectations, Jim strikes out on his own, hoping to find Bob and rekindle their amorous friendship. Along the way he struggles with what he feels is his unique bond with Bob and with his persistent attraction to other men. Upon finally encountering Bob years later, the force of his hopes for a life together leads to a devastating climax. The first novel of its kind to appear on the American literary landscape, The City and the Pillar remains a forthright and uncompromising portrayal of sexual relationships between men.