I have to do commentary while watching, otherwise I would drown myself, so.

I just don’t want to feel so bad anymore.

It’s hard.

It’s so hard trying to be happy all the time.

I do standup comedy.

刚看三分钟我就——咣——fucking BO BURNHAM, fucking MAKE HAPPY, fucking STANDUPS, fucking COME AND WATCH THE SKINNY KID WITH A STEADILY DECLINING MENTAL HEALTH AND LAUGH AS HE ATTEMPTS TO GIVE YOU WHAT HE CANNOT GIVE HIMSELF. 脑子里又完整地走了一遍MAKE HAPPY的每一个镜头每一句台词，这算第22刷吗？

Would I get better if I do standups?

He doesn’t do random violence at first. He just revenges, which is really good actually.

Would I get better if I do random violence?

If so I would’ve become a great supervillain a long long time ago.

Sexy jokes are always funny.

The laughing neurotic symptom is tearing me apart.

被开除的镜头是走向光明。

市民仍在trying to make sense of那件枪杀案

这还用试图理解吗just fucking open your eyes and look at this fucking world

You never really listen to me. Every week you ask me if I have any negative thoughts. ALL I HAVE ARE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. But you still don’t listen.

Again it’s a family thing? Why? Because family is part of the society? Fine.

He’s an amazing dancer.

My life is nothing but a comedy.

Have you seen what it’s like out there? Nobody’s civil anymore. Nobody thinks what it’s like to be the other guy.

我又想打（重刷实况）阿卡姆骑士了

In the end he’s really happily laughing.

最后也是光明的。

Seriously speaking, random violence is terrorism. It’s bad.

So, will I get better if I do standups?