题外话。罢了

Sometimes u want to do sth so desperately ,u can't wait one sec,but sometimes when u finally finished doing sth,u r not happy at all, u feel a sense of loss cause u have done it ,u have finished it,u can't find satisfaction by the process of waiting which you konw is worth doing ,cause waiting means possibilities,and we all need possibilities , we all need expectations ,that's what I think the meaning of my life.

 Sometimes I think English can express what I think,what I exactly wanna say, although any language can't express what's in my mind.

After watching <Sherlock Holmes>, I have this feeling, a sense of loss.What I wanna say is it's amazing,and I am crazy,It drives me crazy.