@prometheanbound Got to be honest, this really resonated with me. Particularly the anxiety part. Not going to go into too much detail (just not really my thing), but I've been in a very similar situation before. The choice to be happier and do you best to appreciate by letting go of so much of what's wrong in the world and life is a powerful one. Every now and then, I have to catch and put myself back on track, but I've been happier than I've ever been in my life after years of deep depression. I'm happy for you and wish you the best on this next chapter of your journey.