读过《Memoirs of Hadrian》 🌕🌕🌕🌕🌕
四个月来每天两页,读至Antinous之死终于无法再保持这缓慢节奏。起初也为Hadrian的仁慈与智慧、真诚与爱意所感动,转念一想我又上了文学的当。这是一个垂死的皇帝写给继任者的长信,在这份自我展示里,有几分掩过饰非,又有几分诚实?人面对自己内心的幽暗,能走到哪步?他想留下怎样的形象,得到怎样的评价?死亡如影随形,一切都已逝去,众神正在下降,他只渴盼最后那刻:And the shade of Patroclus appears at Achilles’ side.而这一切只是Yourcenar的虚构:20 年的时光,投入于另一个人的生命、记忆和灵魂,历史与小说的界限已经模糊。“the emperor was lying.In such cases I had to let him lie, like the rest of us.”
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Memoirs of Hadrian
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Marguerite Yourcenar
translator:
Grace Frick
publishing house:
Farrar, Straus and Giroux
2005
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Both an exploration of character and a reflection on the meaning of history, "Memoirs of Hadrian" has received international acclaim since its first publication in France in 1951. In it, Marguerite Yourcenar reimagines the Emperor Hadrian's arduous boyhood, his triumphs and reversals, and finally, as emperor, his gradual reordering of a war-torn world, writing with the imaginative insight of a great writer of the twentieth century while crafting a prose style as elegant and precise as those of the Latin stylists of Hadrian's own era.