读过 Pageboy 🌕🌕🌕🌗🌑
很多地方确实可以感同身受,作为东亚 LGBT 小时候一直在羡慕人家开放地区过得好日子,但听起来其实挣扎大致是相同的。名人回忆录难免猜测其中提到的人物,比如中间骚扰的直男癌是不是 James Franko(当年还挺喜欢他的可惜臭了),中间一任圈内女友 Ryan 是谁等等。当然最投入的还是听之前就听说他和 Kate Mara 真的睡过天真的我以为就是拍戏时候 hook up 而已结果发现是认真在一起过甚至本人 all time favorite 拉片《My Days of Mercy》是关系好的时候特地去找剧本筹拍的!实际当然也是侄女小把戏 BE(不是真的说对方不认真只是这种单边沦陷故事亘古流传)不是真的 remain close. 前半段听得很流畅,后半段则有些太散难免聚焦八卦。三星半
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Pageboy
DoubanThe Oscar-nominated star who captivated the world with his performance in Juno finally shares his truth.
“Can I kiss you?” It was two months before the world premiere of Juno, and Elliot Page was in his first ever queer bar. The hot summer air hung heavy around him as he looked at her. And then it happened. In front of everyone. A previously unfathomable experience. Here he was on the precipice of discovering himself as a queer person, as a trans person. Getting closer to his desires, his dreams, himself, without the repression he’d carried for so long. But for Elliot, two steps forward had always come with one step back.
With Juno’s massive success, Elliot became one of the world’s most beloved actors. His dreams were coming true, but the pressure to perform suffocated him. He was forced to play the part of the glossy young starlet, a role that made his skin crawl, on and off set. The career that had been an escape out of his reality and into a world of imagination was suddenly a nightmare.
As he navigated criticism and abuse from some of the most powerful people in Hollywood, a past that snapped at his heels, and a society dead set on forcing him into a binary, Elliot often stayed silent, unsure of what to do, until enough was enough. Full of behind the scenes details and intimate interrogations on sex, love, trauma, and Hollywood, Pageboy is the story of a life pushed to the brink. But at its core, this beautifully written, winding journey of what it means to untangle ourselves from the expectations of others is an ode to stepping into who we truly are with defiance, strength, and joy.