I ain't gonna lie, recent events in my life are making me reconsider the way I've been acting for the last few years. I want to be less toxic and more appreciative. I have too much anxiety, and it's not being helped by me trying to combat every issue I see in the world, even if it's in the areas I care most about. I've certainly been very uptight about a lot of things, or, one could say, I died on many hills. Plus I'm sure my recurrent depression has often contributed to me not enjoying certain pieces of media as much as I would've otherwise. I don't really know what to do about that, but I just don't wanna be that person anymore. I want to enjoy life more, and that means enjoying the media I consume more. I probably need to be medicated.